Friday, December 3, 2010

FREEDOM

He thought he was a free man,

And proclaimed so much to me

He shouted loud for me to listen,

Yet, offered much to see.

Born into the womb of desire,

Expectations have fathered him

His tiny babbles too were judged,

By others’ hopes and dream.

He grew into a set of belief,

And thought it was his

He loved, hated, played and jostled,

To accommodate all his people’s bliss.

His choices became his destiny,

Or was it the other way round?

He held his head high all time,

But muttered uncomfortable sound.

In his benign grace he was,

A vision- the conqueror of the fareth

Alone, he was a lost man,

Engulfed by his own wrath.

He is born free, he says,

And uphold ideals of liberty

He wished world to move as he sways,

For that is his destiny!

He is born free, he says,

Yet what dreams are his own?

Rambling in chorus with the noise

He has no ideals to mourn.

Should I, his conscience, tell him so?

And prick a hole in his glee,

As always, he would ignore me

For, to do that, he is completely free.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

ENDLESS LOVE

I can’t always explain my feelings

the way I want you to understand them

sometimes when we talk

there are so many beautiful

and intense feelings

that flow in and out of my soul for you

yet the words as I say them

never seem to allow those feelings to touch you.

Today I found dese words

And realized that there are times

When we need to be silent

and allow the written

unspoken words to communicate

the hearts innermost passion.

I love you

and want to open up so much more

of myself to you

I want to be just who I am

when I am with you

and never feel the need

to pretend to be anything more.

I want us to feel the freedom

to express our needs and our hurts

without ever having

to raise the tone of our voices

I want us to fight for our love

and never consider being apart

as the answer to a problem.

I want to grow with you

deep into the autumn of our lives

I never want us to forget to hold hands

when we walk together.

I want to tell you that being with you

is simply the best way

for me to spend my life

and I want you to know

that I love you today….

And for all of my tomorrows.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Ever

Ever wished you had a magic wand
Granting you all contentment you demand
Ever felt if you could stop time from passing you by
These beautiful moments of life, nothing can comply
No matter to retain your vitality
How hard you try
Like a free bird, it is bound to fly
Your hard achieved place,
Someone else acquires
One day as you wake
Ever realized
Your own reflection is fake
Ever wished life gave you a second chance
To undo your mistakes
When to value something, you failed
But heart is in quandary to partake
Ever felt your life is slipping out of your hand
All you can do is watch helplessly stand
Knowing, in return to your commitment,
You'll end up with nothing at all
Still this recklessness soothes you above all
Praying for someone else to be happy;
Even though from you happiness hides ceaselessly
Ever thought, life gave you what you didn't deserve
Yet to attain something else
Yourself you didn't heed to preserve
With your own self you are doing no justification
Becoming blind to the sense of actualization
Fate has changed your whole life's flow
But you are the last one to know
Without knowing anyone's life and story
Forming notions, illogically
Everyone has reasons to be the way they are
Ever thought
You may end up in that same situation unknowingly
Ever realized
Amidst the deepest darkness too
There shines a ray of light
But to attain it,
With your own self, you have to fight
Ever felt;
Why your action is without any reason?
You attain what you seek only in heart's purest season
What heart aspires, it didn't receive
With what is achieved;
Heart doesn't perceive
These desires;
We all wish forever;
Most of them in real, happen never
But our reality,
They'll keep evaluating ever.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

ShAdOwS

Life and time travels on,
Memories stay behind
Shadows of past haunt me,
Keeping me alive
Days and nights come and go,
And I stay thinking,
Am I the passing moment
Or moments are passing by?
Relations crop up and get buried,
In the depth of sand
Just I lay back starring,
Always thirsty again
Shadows of love and hate trails after me,
Chase me through the path of hopes
But then I remain alone thinking,
Am I behind time or time is behind me?