Ever

Ever wished you had a magic wand
Granting you all contentment you demand
Ever felt if you could stop time from passing you by
These beautiful moments of life, nothing can comply
No matter to retain your vitality
How hard you try
Like a free bird, it is bound to fly
Your hard achieved place,
Someone else acquires
One day as you wake
Ever realized
Your own reflection is fake
Ever wished life gave you a second chance
To undo your mistakes
When to value something, you failed
But heart is in quandary to partake
Ever felt your life is slipping out of your hand
All you can do is watch helplessly stand
Knowing, in return to your commitment,
You'll end up with nothing at all
Still this recklessness soothes you above all
Praying for someone else to be happy;
Even though from you happiness hides ceaselessly
Ever thought, life gave you what you didn't deserve
Yet to attain something else
Yourself you didn't heed to preserve
With your own self you are doing no justification
Becoming blind to the sense of actualization
Fate has changed your whole life's flow
But you are the last one to know
Without knowing anyone's life and story
Forming notions, illogically
Everyone has reasons to be the way they are
Ever thought
You may end up in that same situation unknowingly
Ever realized
Amidst the deepest darkness too
There shines a ray of light
But to attain it,
With your own self, you have to fight
Ever felt;
Why your action is without any reason?
You attain what you seek only in heart's purest season
What heart aspires, it didn't receive
With what is achieved;
Heart doesn't perceive
These desires;
We all wish forever;
Most of them in real, happen never
But our reality,
They'll keep evaluating ever.